resignation

2 days ago I provided my resignation to  my current position. I accomplished what was assigned to me and in only 4 short months. Kudos to me!

The transitions are coming quicker, my faith keeps me intact … I am a studious student.

It was bittersweet. Like all things in my life … a double entendre – with a defining change in both my spiritual and material existences. I am ever so blessed when these worlds collide… a true glimpse into heaven.

I am in transition, climbing and can see the next level is just around the bend. I hold fast to my ladder but not with my sins.  At last, this  transition I will leave my sins behind.

I know my sins well. They have grounded  me and kept me tied to this world. I limited myself and believed I needed to be tied to this world, but now I  understand my purpose is far greater.

As I make this transition – I am comforted by love. Love is hard. Letting go of love is even harder. I know it too well. And to you I say “конец“.

I resign from …

wanting to control the universe and will leave it to my father … he knows what’s best.

wanting to control my son, he is my greatest teacher and ally these days.

shrugging my responsibilities as a wife, mother, nurturer, the world has enough “chicks with dicks” in offices.

carrying others sins, they need theirs as much as I needed mine.

Lastly, I resign from wanting others to be their best selves. I have tried to be a mirror to them, but I cannot heal a closed heart –  “конец“.

I resign for love to love.

My glimpse into the next level, shows me that my power will increase.  I know all to well that all power leads me back to the tree of knowledge … I will be mindfuld not to abuse this power.

My family has already had their branches trimmed for abuse of power.  It has  fallen  on me to take us back. I will perservere.

To those that I love,

Continuing to adventure in life …. yours <3 Jane Dundee

P.S. Lilly .. thanks for the boost! I love you!